Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Just Stop Growing Up...


Here's what I want to know:
How did this baby
Possibly become this Kindergarten Graduate?
And when on earth did this baby
Become this sassy 3 year old?
I seriously find this so sad! They aren't my babies anymore. Well, okay they were never really my babies to begin with. But I don't want them to grow up! I seriously have no idea how I am going to deal with it when they are my own kids.
I'm going to end up as one of those moms who just keeps having kids cause I can't stand my babies not being babies anymore.
This is beyond depressing. Just stop growing up. Right now.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Consolations

"The Lord sends us hundreds of little consolations every day, most of which we never even notice. But it is His way of reminding us that He loves us"

I think I heard this quote in a movie somewhere. But I'm not sure which one or who said it. It was not me. I know that much. 
I was thinking about it today though. I seriously woke up so cranky today and was not in the mood to deal with much of anything. So when my apartment parking lot was torn up and I was pretty sure I ran over a bird and hit traffic and didn't understand class I was pretty much over everything. I was just going to go home and wallow in self pity and maybe take a nap. 
{Cause that's the solution to everything right?} Maybe not, but as I was leaving school I was waiting for someone to back out of their parking spot and watched them back right into someone else's motorcycle. And as bad as I felt for that guy, I was so glad it wasn't me. I had this moment where I thought well everything else sucks but at least I didn't hit someone else with my car

I was still in a mood but it wasn't nearly as bad as it had been in the morning. When I sat down to do my homework though I pulled a sticky note out of my drawer and lo and behold it had that quote on it. Ohhh. Yeah. Talk about a 2x4 to the face. 

I have bad days, but they really could be so much worse. And I am so glad that I wasn't the one to hit that person's motorcycle. 

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Blog Overhaul

Yet again, I have been struck with blog envy and have decided it was time to change things up. Again. 

I am moving everything back to the home page for now. It was just too hard to keep up with all the different pages. Maybe some day I'll get blog savvy and make it work for me. But that day is not today. 

I'm probably gonna mess with templates and wall papers and such for a few days when I have time. And by time what I really mean is a reason to procrastinate my homework. So more changes are to come.