Nesting

So all the pregnancy books and apps and pinterest say I should start nesting around 30 weeks. Umm either I'm an overachiever or just super neurotic because I've been nesting for 2 weeks.

But by nesting I don't mean cleaning my baseboards with a qtip. I mean sitting on the floor of the empty nursery with my 2 page long list of things I need to do before baby gets here and freaking the eff out.

We find out the sex at my next appointment if baby cooperates, so fingers crossed it isn't camera shy. I think not knowing yet has added to the anxiety because "omg 23 weeks left and I have no baby stuff but omg what do I buy if I don't know what it is omg I need to have a baby shower is anyone throwing me one omg what have I done to our lives omg". Do that over and over for an hour or two every day and you'd be right about where I'm at.

So basically what I'm saying is if you run into me in the next two weeks and I'm running around like a chicken with no head and can't answer any basic questions, don't ask why, just nod along.